It is absolutely unbelievable how low people will sink. Or alternatively how a gross breach of confidence, innocently or deliberately misinterpreted, can lead to a whole new false narrative, that I’m the one accusing Kurt of being a pornographer - and, by extension, the other, related, but far more serious allegations. They may also be widely known now, for all I know, but I will certainly not be the one to reveal anything about them.
After the other Exile’s strange post yesterday, I drafted this as a reply:
[quote=”nowonmai”]Sock puppets bashing it out
But who’s speaking for whom, that’s the question. The other Exile’s post is a case in point. Who wants those nasty allegations spread about? I mean, it’s convenient to imply they came from me (which of course they didn’t), it bolsters the carefully constructed fantasy of me as mad and bad, but isn’t there a cost in giving the allegations themselves extra currency? [/quote]
And now this, from flipflop. Not just an implication, but a fully formed smear. I’m disappointed in you, Kurt. See how it happens? Is that what you intended?
Back in January, I had a simply hideous week, in which I was bombarded with these allegations, accompanied by more and more thoroughly unsavoury ‘proof’. Inexplicably to me, the person concerned thought I would be pleased to aid and abet him, to use the allegations for my own revenge. Of course I refused. I don’t wish Kurt, or the principal target, any harm, in spite of everything.
Instead, having used every argument I could muster to show that the allegations couldn’t be true, and tried my utmost, with limited success, to dissuade the accuser from following a course which could genuinely wreck someone’s career and life, I wrote to Kurt to warn him what was coming down the line, at some risk to myself. And this is the thanks I get: a grotesque perversion of the truth.
So much for taking the right but personally risky path in a very difficult moral dilemma.
And thanks a bunch for putting me at risk of further retaliation from the actual accuser.
I can only think it’s another attempt to justify my continued banning on blatantly false pretences. Which smacks of desperation.
I said I didn’t want to air other people’s dirty linen, and I don’t. I’ve been discreet, as I said I would be. Am I supposed to let people spread disgusting lies about me and say nothing?
So what next? I suppose this will get deleted and the smear will stand. It only goes to show how deeply internalized the original slew of lies about me have become, that anyone should think I could be capable of such nastiness. I’m not the culprit in any of this, people. The "sick, fucking bullshit" isn't coming from me. Open your eyes.