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marie-angelique wrote:sounded fatalistic to me.
don't they have free counseling at your school? most unis do.
no shame it just talking to someone - better a professional than this board = the land of broken toys.
Fansy wrote:1) im not gonna hang in anywhere without a possible payoff
2) people dont make you happy they generally disappoint and betray, the more you get to know them the higher the possibility of these outcomes
3) this isnt an existential crisis this is my morning routine in the winter
4) if i die its not because i put a bullet in my head its because i went crazy and made someone else do it instead, or similar self-destructive things
5) i could die from substances but i dont mix them really and the only high priced thing im willin to pay for (and thus do with any regularity) is coke
6) im not gonna commit suicide jesus just going to get real self-destructive and acknowledge that im squandering my future, in all aspects
7) finally its okay prior to bfc meetup amsterdam i have a mexico trip planned in jan it is warm and life has meaning there i think
8) o yah PS wherever it is cold for more than 2 days life has no meaning and given like 3-4 weeks of cold if youre not thinking about suicide youre prolly insane
god didnt mean for this to sound like a suicide note. i must be more depressing than intended. if anythingi just hoped it brought all the meaninglessness out in your own lives and i doubly hoped you had horrible holidays and wanted to proclaim how shitty winter and xmas are, and how much of an asshold jesus is for bringing them round every year. fuck this gay time of year.
kilroy wrote:if you feel life is pointless and don't care about connecting with others then it shouldn't matter where you stew in your own misery. at least move somewhere tropical so you can take away the cold as something to feel bad about.
it's like homeless people in chicago or new york. shit confuses the hell out of me. if you aren't tied to a house or job or people who care enough about you to not let you live on the streets why not at least start making your way to somewhere where the weather isn't miserable.
Fansy wrote:israel sucks and so do rich pieces of shit who talk shit about homeless and destitute
Ultra Swain wrote:Is this a cry for help?
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