The ritual

[Sri Lanky]

There is a rite
one in which
something is done
to get out of
something else

50% you are out
50% you are dead
out
but 100% out
nonetheless

I remember
coming upon a
headstone in a living
room

and coming upon
a body
laying in
an inconceivable
manner beside
the deathbed
he had partook
in his own
pre-emptive
ritual

the trouble with
deathbed
conversions
is that sometimes
you live

death's yin to death's
yang

I search for
someone tonight
to see if death
has taken
their ghost

if so
I will ball my eyes
out
since weeping is
the ritual that
embraces it
all

[Herr VOLKMAR]

If so, I'm interested in placing my sexual profile
And rock-n-roll fantasy ritual request there for
All to see.

There's got to be some horny, hard-up bee-yatches
Here just dyin' to "get it on" with yours' truly: BFC's
Dark Lord.

FENG SHUI: Earth-Relationships.
C. I am involved with many women whom I have casual sex with. I am
actively involved in the World Sex Forum and AdultFriendFinder where I
can have my choice and take my pick of the most sexually attractive
women, of ALL races, in the world. I am familiar to Penthouse
Playmates, Playboy Bunnies, and all the nyphomanics of Hustler
magazine's porno industry. Tera Patrick and Hannah Hilton, among
others, are members of my "cult following" and fan-club! I am engaged
to marry an EXOTIC and BEAUTIFUL porn actress. She and me are committed
to an open marriage where I can FUCK whomsoever I will.

[Sri Lanky]

The above was a meditation I had this morning. That's what came to my mind.

I have to find out if someone is still alive.....someone who had a hit put on them. Eventually they will die a violent death.....better than a 50% chance anyways and I need to know when for various reasons. Of course,this conjures up other experiences with and of death.

Do you know what I am thinking about now with regards to death?.......................you

[Sri Lanky]

Near death experiences can be good.

[Sri Lanky]

Love can get you killed.

[Caliban]

Near death experiences can be good.

What doesn't kill you can only make you stronger . ..unless its getting hit by a train

[Sri Lanky]

That's what that light at the end of the tunnel was.

[Herr VOLKMAR]

Comrade! Sounds like FUN!

I'm sure to look into this
TANTRIC SEX idea of your's:



Will it involve amputation?



If not, by all means e-mail
Me the explicit details of
This esoteric sexual practice,
Along with the package of the
Four aforementioned gifts,
And I'll invite you up to my
Own private GULAG.

[Sri Lanky]

I penetrate the world to become one with it;the other embraces it.

This ritual will help the Lord of CoS come down to Earth.

[michelle in alaska]

I so muthur f*cking KNEW it.

Neitzsche sucks, btw.

And...the light at the end of the tunnel is either a light.
..........or an oncoming train.

Tok and Copper Center are in the middle of bloody nowhere. I, myself, will be near beautiful Lake Louise again. (The Alaskan one).
Which is also in the middle of nowhere.


Baphomets and pentagrams suck.
Just saying.

[michelle in alaska]

Love can get you killed.

My dearest sri l: love, as you know more so than most, is a spirit....

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

[michelle in alaska]

If so, I'm interested in placing my sexual profile
And rock-n-roll fantasy ritual request there for
All to see.

Got a pic, big guy?

[Woodsman]

I was at a military funeral yesterday. Some members of our US Navy had some very positive things to say and held their composure very well. Integrity is a trait I rate very high. It was good to see.

We experienced a "weekend of death" here recently. It always helps remind us all of mortality.

I can't imagine how many funerals the honor guard go to - they must be doing them nearly every weekend or more.

Look for suicides to peak in March. We have a thaw now. I hope it all melts. Full moon on Tuesday - February might beat March for the pinnacle of depression action this year.