Exclusive: Yorick's SUICIDE LETTER!

[Herr VOLKMAR]

J-A-P-A-N means: Just A Punk Ass Nigger!

In the event that I am not able to leave the United States of America
permanently (forever and for good), if my flight from this country
meets with resistance too powerful to overcome and U.S. HOMELAND
SECURITY decides that it's in the nation's best interest to lock me
away in another FEMA-CAMP, QUARANTINE and PRISON-WITHOUT-WALLS for
the rest of my life, I have decided that a "rational suicide" is the
only way to defeat this BEAST SYSTEM'S plan for my life -- it is the
only way I can win. (I will need a camcorder. Any donations?)

Leonard Peikoff once told me at an OBJECTIVIST CONFERENCE that such
an action would be logical: "Suicide is justified when man's life,
owing to circumstances outside of a person's control, is no longer
possible..."

...[A]n example might be a person with a painful terminal illness, or
a prisoner in a concentration camp who sees no chance of escape. In
cases such as these, suicide is not necessarily a philosophic
rejection of life or of reality. On the contrary, it may very well be
their tragic reaffirmation. Self-destruction in such contexts may
amount to the tortured cry: "Man's life means so much to me that I
will not settle for anything less. I will not accept a living death
as a substitute." (OTPOAR, pg. 247-248)

To be truthful, in essence, my life has meant periods of SOLITARY
CONFINEMENT (less than 30 minutes in the "exercise yard" for every 24
hours under psychologically-enforced "lock-down") and WORK-RELEASE
and RE-EDUCATION classes where I am being conditioned for a "sexual-
orientation change" -- i.e. male prostitute and prison bitch!!

I would say that, "Life as a MAN is so important to me that I would
not accept cock-sucking and ass-fucking as my fate or as a
substitute." I reject derelict RE-INDOCTRINATION: "I plan to have a
woman for a wife and I really don't care if she used to be a whore --
or still is!" (Elba Julissa Hernandez, will you marry me?)

It doesn't matter if I must continue to live alone.

And all I keep hearing is, "It is in society's best interest to
change your sexual orientation in order to safeguard our nation's
most precious resource!"

The worst-case scenario is this: "When the current political
situation gets to the point where I must flee the United States of
America... but can't, I'll put my .380 hand-gun to my temple and end
my life knowing what could have been possible for me in the United
States of America: DEATH-ROW-INMATE-PSYCHO-WARD-PRISON-BITCH-FEDERAL-
CASE-STUDY!!!"

[Sri Lanky]

I shouldn't be doing this but here is an e-mail from my last correspondence with yorick:

"Then sounds like ye got the situation wrapped with Angels appearin outa the woodwork to help.Otherwise reckon yer just coupla states away if she's absolutely gotta git away for awhile.Safehouse = trailer at Ft. Knox in probly the most secure county of Kentucky. Heck,she can show up and that'll be fine.

Now relating to password that opens door to me:"Anytime,anywhere..........if ye need me I'll soon be there."And in yer line of work this means invoking mysterious stranger bein me to banish dread from territories of yer enemies.Foreign 3rd party presence can do that,you understand - trespass and camp where familiarity otherwise makes itself too dangerous.

Lemme guess there's skins involved.Ye put together an itinerary of checkpoints and I'll tyle the grounds,sealing whatever discontent/disharmony can be sensed by me.An alternative to flat-footed policemen,fbi asserting a presence has always been likes of me."



This was his last e-mail. Of course some of you know I was shielding someone who had a hit put on them last summer,trading off with a Hells Angel. Anyhoo,yorick wanted myself and my little fugitive to be present during his last ritual....quite possibly.

Very strange. My fugitive is a witch and was slated to be burned at the stake....she's still alive. The witch who called himself yorick.....apparently is not.

[Herr VOLKMAR]

BILL OF MATERIALS

An 8’x 16’, 128-square foot, A-frame cabin on an elevated 3’ concrete pin-point pier foundation with a 3’x 6’8” front flush door, one rear 48”x 48”horizontal slider window, and another upper 24”x 24” horizontal slider window for the sleeping loft.

Foundation:
(4) 8”- diameter cardboard cylindrical concrete forms for pin-point piers;
(4) 84” reinforcement rods for pin-point concrete forms;
(16) Bricks for base of footing;
(24) Layout stakes;
(8) 5’ batter boards;
(1) Spool of wire for joining the two 14” reinforcement rods for each footing base;
(1) Spool of line for marking building layout lines;
(?) Bags of cement;
(?) Bags of gravel;
(?) Bags of sand…

*A few questions about the amount of concrete needed for the four footings and the four concrete piers: “How much concrete will be needed for four 8”-deep concrete footings poured into four 16”-diameter, 44”-deep holes with each containing four bricks and the four reinforcement rod supports? How much concrete will be needed to fill four 8”-diameter pin-point concrete pier forms to an estimated height of about 80”-inches? How many total bags of cement, gravel and sand (aggregate) will my foundation require? Most importantly, how much will it all cost?”

A-Frame Structural Triangle (Theoretical Dimensions):
Sides = 12’
Base = 8’
Angles opposite sides = 70.529 degrees
Angle opposite base = 38.942 degrees
Area = 45.255’

Framing:
(2) 2”x 10”x 16’ girders;
(12) 2”x 6”x 12’ rafters;
(6) 2”x 6”x 8’ joists;
(4) 2”x 4”x 4’ collar beams;
(10) 4’x 4’ plywood sheets for subflooring;
(2) 16’ framing braces for structural support against wind damage;
(?) 3200-square feet of roof/wall sheathing material for exterior surface areas…

*A few questions about the amount of roof/wall sheathing material needed to cover the 3200-square foot exterior surface area: “How much exterior sheathing will I need? How much will it cost? I understand that metal sheathing is preferred in the Copper River Basin region for its snow-shedding ability, so, given everything I’ve just said, what are my options for the A-frame I recently designed?”

[coldharvest]

Plans for your tomb on yorick's brain surgery thread....wow, that's tasteless.

[Herr VOLKMAR]

Plans for your tomb on yorick's brain surgery thread....wow, that's tasteless.

What better TRIBUTE than to LIVE
While the whole World goes to hell?
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I'm sorry, COLD. I have a thing for
Extremely intelligent women. -wsdb