by Sri Lanky » Sun Jan 09, 2011 1:55 am
..and El3so..with that attitude you'll be doing the same thing over and over again until you find the right door. It's OK we all need help to find that door.
Had a dude who's descended from Crazy Horse (I don't know why I attract these type of people) approach me out of nowhere and stated he had a vision where he died drinking and doing drugs and was forced to re-live his life to get it "right" the next time.
it could be that for some,fucking with your own consciousness fucks with the laws of the universe,and once we go through all the other houses (Buddhism,Christianity,wiccan,etc.) in other lifetimes we find that going through the hell of addiction or alcoholism that we can finally separate ourselves from ourselves and reflect in a way where we CAN finally fly with our Dragon.
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Which reminds me of another experience where I brought a friend with me to meet my essence twin...the crazy Sioux woman/witch. My friend was the right hand man of a powerful Hells Angel at one time and also descended from Druids.
Anyways when we sat together he flipped a book that my Sioux friend had brought which was placed on the table at the bar....the title was Red Dragon!
We both knew there was a reason for me bringing him there because it was the only time I ever asked him to meet my essence twin and he agreed immediately. My Sioux witch friend did not like it. She was threatened by him. I kept them away from each other from then on. Perhaps her charms wouldn't work on me as well....so she thought.
What makes it interesting is that we were discussing the nature of what the dragon means or is earlier that day and indeed we discuss frequently what it is in our conversations throughout our relationship....or at least he does...he is a mentor of sorts.
Coincidence??