I am not out to make judgments or go after somebody,my actions speak otherwise most of the time.Not asking anyone to be my "spanking machine" either.
I will point out that if someone has lived life,trading a substance to another individual through some albeit arcane sounding means then ultimately at some point the individual will run out of the substance through a physical process.
The other 'vidual may still need that substance as he is now addicted to it.Then that substance will keep getting leeched from the other person.....even though the other person can no longer afford to trade it.
It would be agony for that individual to deal with that over and over again,knowing there is no respite from this while still attached to the other individual,even know being near the latter becomes incredibly painful.
I am not the most pleasant of men..........nor would I consider myself your friend but I can understand your circumstances well enough.
